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Name: Jessa
Birthday: 8/24/1988
Gender: Female


Expertise: Singing
Occupation: Recording Artist
Industry: Music


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Friday, April 18, 2008

Music that Heals


Save me
Another step,
another chance
how did I end up this way?
I'm falling asleep while staying awake
cause reality's too hard to take
Im losing my mind from this sanity blues
without You, I dont know wat to do
I'm hitting myself with the mistakes that I did
I need to escape from this so
 
save me nothingness, save me from brokeness
save me... I need you
save me from loneliness,save me from all this mess
save me, I need you now

another smile
another tear
its the same thing over again
The trace of sorrow's written over my eyes
and its funny how no one can tell
I'm losin' the beat thats been keepin me alive
inside me is where emptiness hides
I'm walking backwards for the longest time
I want to run back to you so...

save me nothingness,save me from brokeness
save me... I need you
save me from loneliness,save me from all this mess
save me
I need you now

And I'm longing for your way
but I just can't find myself
I need you to tell me the truth
the truth that I'm pushing away (yeah)
And I'll do whatever it takes
cause the silence is too loud to break
I'm screaming and begging for more than this

another step
another chance
when I call, you run into my hands

I recorded and wrote this song 3 years ago...
can you feel my pain?


Monday, March 03, 2008

i woke up at 3 ish last night....
stupid dreams..
i don't know why my grandpa is reappearing in my dreams..
bahhhhh

So I wrote a song for  him...I was crying like a baby...

Untitled
Its kinda funny in a sad way
Cuz I started to live again
the day you went away
Still, I can't find the right words to say
everytime I see your face,
I find myself kneeling down to pray..

through your weakness I found my strength
through your life, I learned how to live..
you set these wings to fly when you said

let her cry,let her try
let her make her mistakes
stop the rain, stop the pain
its hurts me to see her this way
let her fall, close some doors
don't worry she'll be okay
let her do what she wants in her life
I'm sure she'll be alright...

lalala,lalala,lalala, la-la
lalala,lalala, la-la

don't you know I stare at myself
longer than I usually do
everytime I think of you
Lord I wish i had a little more time
to express and say whats on my mind
I wanna take him close to my arms
hear his gentle voice cradle me to sleep once again..
once again..

I will cry, I will try
I will make some mistakes
 stop the rain, and stop the pain.
It hurts me more to see you this way
don't worry , you'll be okay
in my heart you'll always stay.
I'll let you go now, Goodbye.....
I'm sure we'll be alright.

lalala,lalala,lalala, la-la
lalala,lalala, la-la

Its funny in a sad way,
Cuz I started to live again
the day you went away...
Still, I can't find the right words to say
everytime I see your face,
I find myself kneeling down to pray..



Sunday, February 17, 2008

whoa...

so it seems like the breeze just blew my boat to another direction.
I trust God...He knows what he's doing.
He picked me up before, and I know he will AGAIN.
All I have to do is wait patiently, and be still...
No matter how hard it may seem...*sigh*


Tuesday, February 05, 2008

*sigh*

hearts status: beating.
LOL

enough said...


Sunday, February 03, 2008

Jessa is under SURVEILLANCE!


I've been listening to this song all day...I LOVE IT!



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